I was there when the angels fell from the skies. Saw them glide on their wings of light. The awe in the eyes of my neighbours.
It was extraordinary.
Their radiant tethers reached out to us, and we felt their pain. Ruin. Loss. Fear.
And yet, hope. For they had us. They had been our guardians, and it was our turn to help them.
Demons had stolen their divine power. All they had left was their wings of light, and it wasn't enough. They needed us to build them a tower.
A tower to breach the skies.
We called it Sèrfin, with a face like a gleaming porcelain mask. No asperities but a single eye of a glowing, piercing yellow. It was difficult to perceive its body, as its whole being radiated light. (It was impossible to hide in their presence.)
Like the others, it had no voice, but its tethers reached out to us
to transmit thoughts and feelings. Strange and alien feelings. Hard to put into words. A pride and longing for the skies.
Unlike most of the angels, it helped with the gruelling work. Its many tethers could carry more than a single of us. Brick by brick, the tower was growing. (Following the blueprints was easy.) The rest of them assembled bricks in specific spots. Sometimes, a carving. Divine designs of mystical purposes.
At first, there was enthusiasm, a jubilation at the project. Soon, it dawned on most folks how laborious, how time-consuming this had become. There was no space for anything else. Our community had stopped everything. For them.
Resentment started bubbling here and there. If the tower was so important, why weren't they helping more? (When our folks were sweating and bleeding for their salvation.)
But then, there was Sèrfin. An urgency in its movements. A deep craving in its thoughts. (Home.) A tugging I couldn't ignore.
We worked twice as hard when the angel was around.
We'd been warned, the demons were to follow. To slaughter what was left of the angels. Wreak havoc on our world. (Unquenchable thirst for destruction.)
The tower would act as a beacon to them. (Like moths to a flame.) A blessing in disguise: we knew where they would attack. We could prepare.
We did.
I lead our strongest folk on a gathering mission to the behemoth carcass. (Slain before my time.) Dangerous fauna paved the way. We collected what was left of its teeth. Fangs bigger than my hand. We returned with our bounty and more. (A rib from the fallen.) Enough to craft harpoons to ground the demons. Sharp enough to pierce their chitin. (Terrifying images from the angels.)
We awaited with bated breath.
Finally, the day came. A gleaming black meteor fell close to the tower. The earthshattering wave knocked all the workers to their knees. We took arms just in time to see them fly towards us.
Gleaming carapace and dark wings. Sharp mandibles and feathered antennas. Shrill screeches and teetering chitters.
Our first throws were unsteady, but our aim was true. Soon, they retreated. We celebrated.
Yet, this was but the first wave.
An uncomfortable new normal settled as the demons built their hive inside the meteorite. Chittering filled the air. A warning that there was no more peace to be found.
After a few frontal attacks, the demons tried different approaches. Cutting off our supply lines. Sneaking inside our camps. But we held true.
One night, as I was rounding the perimeter around the tower, I found myself face to face with one of them. I was alone, yet it didn't attack. We stared at one another, immobile. Its big faceted eyes reflecting the light from my lantern. It took a few steps backwards, then, ran off. Vanished to the darkness.
I could not stop thinking about this encounter. Why would a demon run before a mere mortal such as I? And its behavior... like a startled beast.
The angels had instructed us to burn any demon we felled. Only light could truly defeat darkness. But what if...?
After our eventual next skirmish, I carried a demon body to a secluded area. Opened it up. Demons are beings of pure darkness, just as angels are beings of pure light. So why did this demon have internal organs?
Did the angels... lie to us?
I am a hunter. I know the beasts of these lands. I know how to track them, how to approach them, and how to tame them. If the demons are beasts, then maybe...
I knew where their hive was. The challenge was approaching without alarming them. So, I observed.
They had set up their own perimeter. Large black crystal formations protected the hive in a semi-circle facing the tower. (The same smooth material as the meteorite.) It was difficult to perceive anything beyond this barrier, but as I edged around I noticed a pack leaving from behind.
They were hunters, too. I witnessed them cornering local beasts. Bringing them back to the hive. If demons were creatures of pure destruction, what would they need beasts carcasses for? Why would they need the meat, the fur, the scales, the bones? (I didn't know what happened in the hive but what else could they want a carcass for?)
In my haste to learn more about them, I got careless. As I was circling through a small thicket, I found myself faced with two demons.
I stabbed my harpoon in the ground and stepped back, making a show of my empty hands. One kept its eyes on me, the other inspected the harpoon. Its clawed wings clumsily grabbed the weapon. It slipped from its grip and activated, the spear ricocheting on the rocks before finishing its course through a large shrub.
The other one approached me, mandibles clicking. When it got too close, I took a step back. It stopped. Again, it approached me, I stepped back, it stopped.
It took a step back. (I think it bowed its head?) It chittered, its large multifaceted eyes transfixed on me. Reached a wing to the ground, claw extended. Traced a symbol in the dirt. An eye in a circle surrounded by tendrils.
"An angel!"
It screeched, clawing at the symbol.
Tentatively, I crouched to trace my own. A tower, an angel, and an arrow up.
The demon observed, then clawed at the tower. Then at the angel.
"Why?" I cried at the creature. It hissed back.
I drew the symbols again, adding a stick figure at the bottom of the tower. I pointed at the stick figure and to myself, to associate the two together. It screeched again, clawing at the tower and angel.
"You're only after the tower and the angels?" I gestured to them and the symbols to make my point. It didn't seem to carry, so I drew some more.
A pair of wings with antennas. I pointed to them and the symbol to associate them. It chittered. Drew the stick figure, tower, and angel again, then pointed to the demon symbol again, and struck through the tower and angel, leaving the stick figure untouched. Pointed at the stick figure and myself again.
The demon chittered and flapped its wings, oddly skipping in place. Then, in a frenzy, it traced more symbols.
The tower. The angel. A down arrow. A butterfly. A stick figure on its side. The tower with a butterfly on top. More stick figures on their side.
"What's this?" I pointed at the butterfly.
It pointed at the tower, then clawed the tower and the butterfly, and finally, traced a stick figure standing up.
"Is the tower... bad?"
It stared at me. It didn't understand my words, just as I did not understand its chittering. Yet, a line of communication had been open.
I stayed at the hive. I couldn't go back. Not now.
I called the first demon I met Sundrop, for the symbols it traced when we attempted personal introductions. In time, I learned to recognize the peculiar chittering it used to call me.
Conversation was slow and frustrating. We would spend hours on even the simplest of ideas trying to get a common understanding, and concepts like the skies or the divine power of the angels had been impossible to convey.
According to them, the angels would use the tower to bring butterflies (still unclear) onto the world, which would make us sleep (I had at first interpreted this as death). The demons were here to destroy the angels and the tower to stop this from happening.
I got the sense that it wasn't their first time at this. Like a hunt they'd been on for ages. The angels their prized prey that kept escaping.
The hunts were the times we came as one. I taught my knowledge of the beasts, and they displayed their unmatched killing skills. I learned they, indeed, consumed the meat. They seemed enamored by the fur, decorating themselves and the hive with it.
The hive itself... I couldn't imagine any creature building something so intricate in such a short amount of time. The meteorite wasn't a warning of their arrival, and a convenient place to retreat. This was how they arrived here. The meteor had always been their hive.
After weeks of immersing myself with the winged beasts, Sundrop pushed me to rejoin my people. Pack stays together.
I was unsure how this would pan out. I'd left without warning. I was certainly assumed dead. My return would not be quiet and I could not simply offer the truth. Not under the watchful eye of the angels.
And what of my people? Would they trust me after fraternizing with the enemy?
It was the early hours of dawn when I saw the silhouette of a hunter approaching the west wall, which was odd since no party had left for the night. By the time it reached the gate I had already made my way down the watchtower, knife at the ready. The door shook from the heavy knocking.
"Who's there?"
"Adeline?" muffled from behind the wood, "Open up, it's me."
"Merlin?"
Throwing caution to the wind, I unbolted the door, and from the dead in walked Merlin. He locked the door behind him, eyes darting everywhere.
"You- You're alive! What happened to you!?"
"Long story. Who else's on duty?"
"I relieved Liev what, ten minutes ago? Why?"
"Plenty of time before us then..."
He dragged me back to the watchtower, refusing to say another word until we were inside.
"What's going on? Where were you?"
"Listen. I don't know how to say this in a way that's gonna make sense so you have to believe me-"
"Wh...?"
"You have to believe me when I say the tower is dangerous."
What?
"I haven't figured out all the details yet, but I'm confident that this," he pointed to the construction site, "is going to hurt us all."
"What- Wh- Where did you get an idea like that?"
Merlin reached for my hands to hold onto. A sigh shook his body.
"Adeline. You trust me, right?"
I do, but I worry where this is going. I nodded.
"The demons-"
"You!"
"Listen to me! They're just beasts! They're not evil made of pure darkness! They're mortal beasts made of flesh like any other! I saw them bleed, I saw them hunt, I saw them eat, I saw them talk and enjoy each other's company, I saw them being, well, just like us!"
Out of breath, he looked at me with desperation in his eyes. He knew how mad it sounded to me.
"Merlin..."
"You don't believe me. I know you don't," a sad smile. "Can you do something for me then? I never paid close attention to the angels' mystical carvings on the tower. Do you recall any butterfly-like designs?"
I blinked. Such an odd question, and yet -- yes. It was one of the most recurring motifs. I told him as much, and he laughed nervously.
"Whether you believe me or not, I want you to think, to ask yourself why the angels ask us to burn the demon corpses? Why did we abandon everything for them? What proof do we have that they're really angels? Because they said so?"
His grip tightened around my hands. I held on.
"Merlin... I... I don't... This is a lot... I'm just..." I leaned in to hug him, "I'm very happy to see you safe."
He grasped at my back.
"I can't stay," he whispered. "They think I'm dead, I'd like it to stay that way."
"Wh- No, you just came back!"
Reluctantly, he let go of me and hurried down the watchtower. Like he was afraid he wouldn't be able to leave if he stayed too long.
"I need to learn more about who the angels really are. How to stop them," he said, halfway through the door. "Please, don't tell anyone I stopped by. But do think about what I told you."
I promised, and he was gone.
I could not stop thinking about Merlin.
Of course I couldn't stop thinking about his visit! He must have been captured by the demons, his mind corrupted, then released to sow discord, to weaken us. That was the only reasonable explanation. Yes, the only... reasonable...
"Something on your mind?"
"Huh?"
Liev noticed my wavering gaze. Snapped my focus back onto honing the blades.
"Someone," I replied.
"Oh. I see."
I made a promise to keep quiet, but I could still share my feelings.
"I miss him."
I knew Liev missed him too. We all did. The old fae taught many of us the arts of the hunt. He'd been a pillar ever since the angels arrived, his serene demeanor helped us organizing around our new divine purpose. Losing him...
"I like to think he's still out there," he said in a whisper.
"Maybe he is," I couldn't help myself replying.
The next day, I tagged along with Ceres on her building duties. I usually avoid postings at the tower itself. Too busy. And the angels... Well. I won't be the first to admit they're intimidating. But they need watchers too. A steady hand in case the demons show up.
The large sae dropped me at my watchspot, and I thanked her for carrying me up. As a frail sae hunter, I do not have the advantage of wings, but I can shoot as true as any fae.
I scoured the horizon, hoping, praying, for the familiar figure of Merlin. Nothing but the wild beasts of the plains crossed my sights.
During my breaks, I examined the carvings on the tower. Connecting lines and repeating patterns. What could they mean? ... And yes, butterfly shapes. Why did Merlin ask about them? What's their purpose?
A shiver ran down my spine when the angel approached. I turned around and faced the blinding shape of the divine.
"I was…" why did I feel the need to justify myself?
Its bright green eye pierced through me, like it was looking beyond. A tether extended, and I backed away, regaining my post.
How much of our thoughts can they read when they share their own? I may not understand what Merlin is up to, but I promised to protect him.
I was almost at the borders of the hive when I recognized the distinctive look of Sundrop. (Although part of its body, its head looked like a helm.) Its antennas jolted up when I waved, and it galloped as fast as its four legs would carry. The sand gave way in my hurry and I lost my footing. In a flap of wings, Sundrop caught me before I hit the ground, holding me with its two front legs. The shiny chitin was rougher to the touch than I expected.
"Your pack?" it signed, once I got back on my feet.
"No pack," I replied, still dizzy, "The tower, bad for me."
Its antennas flattened backwards with a slight droop of its wings. I held my hand out to touch its front leg out of some... instinctual desire to comfort. It shook its entire body and stepped away. Worried I crossed a barrier, I stepped back as well, lowering my head in apology. It bowed its head. Then turned around and left towards the hive. It looked back, waiting for me to follow. So I did.
Sundrop led me deeper in the hive than I'd been before, into a large chamber bustling with the comings and goings of the beasts. At the center, towering above the entire room, the largest demon I'd ever witnessed, so much so I winced. Thrice the size of the others, its chitinous head formed a crown that gleamed in the light. (A series of mirrors carried the rays from outside throughout the hive.) The giant was surrounded by a semi-circle of black crystal that it fiddled with.
At my arrival, it chittered and clicked at Sundrop, who replied in kind, then signed to me, "Pack head," pointed at the giant beast.
I saluted as I'd been taught. (I must have looked silly.)
Carefully, deliberately, it signed the following:
"Help us destroy the tower, no angels. After, hive leaves. Now, hive protects you."
It looked expectantly at me.
"No harm my pack," I tried to ask.
"Your pack protects angels, harm. Your pack no protects angels, no harm."
They wouldn't hurt them if they're out of the way, then? I'll figure something out...
"I help you destroy the tower."
The leader chittered positively. (I think.)
Sundrop took me back to the hunter dormitory. (There we first taught one another the signs.) The others were friendly but wary, keeping their distance. They rarely used the signs themselves but were following our progress nonetheless. Likely they understood us.
"Good for you, harm your pack?"
"After my pack leaves the tower, you harm angels," I corrected.
It seemed to be looking for words, and started drawing shapes. (An odd crystal slate retained our markings, yet was easily swiped clean.)
An upside-down U shape… our plateau? Yes, the tower on it. The bridges leading up to our village.
We figured signs for each new concept - two for each, to account for our differing anatomies. It would take notes on how to form them. To keep a record. Show the others. Teach them.
"You take your pack away from the plateau. Hive attacks the tower."
"How?" I said out loud, knowing full well it wouldn't understand. It chittered something. "I need time to think…"
"Your words…" it signed.
"I take my pack away from the plateau," I signed with a sigh.
Then, I traced the sun rising and falling, three times. After figuring out signs, I clarified.
"Three days. I take my pack away from the plateau, in three days."
It clicked in agreement, "Hive attacks tower in three days."
Of all the fae, one must know more about the symbols, their meanings. After all, if not hunters, fae were scholars. I scoured the tower until I found exactly what I was looking for: a fae in a black dress studying the symbols. He was taking notes in a little notebook, his wings buzzing with excitement.
"Apologies…" I approached him.
"Hm? Yes it's alright," he said nonchalantly without looking up.
"Excuse me, may I speak with you?"
"Hm…?" he looked up, "What?"
His long hair was up in a bun, curls of locks framing his face. A very manicured appearance for such an erratic demeanor.
"I'm curious about the symbols."
"The symbols?" his moustache twitched, "You mean the runes!"
"Is that what they're called?"
"Well, that's what I call them…"
He flashed the illegible title on the front of his notebook.
"What may satisfy your curiosity, young sae?"
I sighed. I'm not young I'm just small.
"What about these… butterflies?" I pointed to one of them.
"Oh! The wings of light?" I must have made a face, since he continued, "Well, it’s the most likely interpretation."
"Is it?"
He puffed his cheeks, "What else could it be?"
"A butterfly. The angels' wings of light aren't shaped like that."
"It's symbolism! The butterfly symbolizes the angels' capacity for flight!"
"Sure, but why would they even carve that on the tower?"
He smiled dastardly like I'd fallen into his trap.
"See, that's the thing, I believe the runes are imbuing the tower itself with power."
"How do you mean?"
"Well, who are we to divine divine designs?" he mused with sly eyes, "Although maybe… transferring their power of flight to the tower will somehow aid them in reaching the skies…"
"You really think so?"
"Well, that's why I'm here! To see if my hypothesis is correct… or not."
"Is… is it dangerous?"
"Dangerous?" he laughed, "This is otherworldly! Of course it's dangerous."
We fell silent, and he returned to his work on the column. I observed him making notes in his little book for a while until he broke the silence.
"Young sae, do you wish to help me with my research?"
"I'm already a hunter."
He stood up straight to look at me. Just then, he seemed to notice the harpoon by my side.
"That you are…" he shook his head, "Do you have the fundamentals of theology?"
"Uh…"
"Just tell me everything you know."
He stared at me with the same eyes Merlin did when I held a knife for the first time.
"That the world was created by the great rainbow, the bringer of light and all the colours. The angels dot the sky to guide us through the darkness, where the demons hide."
He nodded to himself as I spoke, then tapped his pencil against his notebook.
"Yes, acceptable. Come along."
He fluttered past me on the way down, and when he saw I wasn't following, he snapped his fingers.
"Come on, we don't have all day."
This little sae has been a real gem of a find. Very attentive and cautious. Plenty curious as well. Although, she is still much reserved, I intend to make her blossom into extraversion. Ah, who am I kidding, she has that lone hunter demeanour that the best fae display. Still, I'm hopeful she'd make at least half-decent a scholar.
The runes fascinate her, and we've had a heated debate about their meanings. She was most curious about the wings of light – the butterfly.
I told her all about the diversity of wings – how each angel has slightly different wings, that they allow us to recognize an individual, along with the colours of their eye, a reflection of the great rainbow that created the world.
As we were wrapping up the evening, I told her about the council, what we do. In the tone of confession, I said:
"Now, I'll let you in on a little secret. Our biggest theological quarrel these days is the meaning of the angels – the ones in the skies."
"What do you mean, meaning?" she still had her curious voice.
"See, since the angels descended, there's been no discrepancy between the number of angels in the skies and on land. So what are they, up there?"
Her face faltered quite rapidly – not the reaction I was expecting to elicit.
"You mean to say… There's no difference in the angels since… since the fall?"
There was… concern… fear? in her voice.
"Now, there's a perfectly theological explanation for that of course. Even if we don't agree on it yet," I told her softly, to soothe her worries.
She was still troubled.
Our goodbyes were brief and tense. What had worried her so? What did she read in our exchanges that I did not?
How was I supposed to get all of my people away from the tower in only three days? Surely, some sort of trick. If I could get them down from the plateau, maybe by feigning an important discovery? But they wouldn't leave our village unprotected. Then, maybe the truth, simply? …
I would need help.
Under the cover of night, once again, I approached the plateau. My old wings were strong enough to help me scale the side in a breeze. I couldn't know who was on duty tonight, unless they revealed themselves… I made noise on the palisade, waiting for their approach. The soft pitter-patter of a skip and a flutter, followed by the high voice of Liev, "Wh– What was that…?" muttering to himself.
I could reveal myself. Would he be more receptive than Adeline?
"Liev," I called out.
Silence. Then hurried movement, and the door unlocked.
"I- I knew it! I knew you were still alive!" he beamed.
I signed for him to keep his voice low, "I've got news, but I need you to stay quiet. And open-minded."
"Sure, what is it?" he whispered.
We moved to the watchtower, and I told him everything. (Almost.) The true nature of the demons, the danger of the tower, and the potential deception of the angels. (I only left out the planned attack in three days.) His face grew more somber as I continued my tale.
"This is… terrible news, Merlin," he worded slowly, still processing. "What… what are you… we…" he inhaled to steady his breath, "What's your plan?"
I was a fool. Who'd listen to such heretical language and not warn the council?
Down in the lower chambers of the temple, the scholars interrogated me. I kept quiet. I knew that sharing my discoveries would only worsen my case. Their faith wasn't going to be shaken by mere words (and they were all I had).
When they left me alone within the darkness, I thought of Sundrop. I didn't want it to think I betrayed our bond.
"It is really you, Merlin."
I did not hear the scholar approach my cell. The fabric of his dress barely touched the ground and his flutter was surprisingly quiet.
"Jumierah?"
"You remember me!"
How could I forget the little sprite that caused so much trouble every time his mother would visit the hunters? Even after all these years.
"Are you even supposed to be here?"
"Oh… Haha." A pause. "Don't tell Brother, would you?"
I chuckled, "Only if you have a good reason to be down here."
"Well… I needed to see for myself if the rumours were true... get your side of the story…"
This was my chance, "Are you sure you're ready to hear my tale, scholar?"
"I am here to listen to your woes, hunter."
To be continued...